THE Last Moment

I wonder how it will feel ...
at the very last moment of life ...
at that moment when I'll be standing
at the edge between life and death ...

What will happen to,
all the worries
all the stress
all the fears
all the anxiety
all the guilt
all the regrets
all the anger within me
all the frustations I have within
all the pride I carry
all that so called "self" respect,
Will all of them just vainsh out laughing on me,
after sticking with me whole of my life!
What about love and compassion, will they despair?


Will I be happy that the 'struggle' of life is over
or will I then realize what a wonderful opporunity life was?

Will I become aware how simple it was to be happy
and what a mess I made it to be by letting my mind rule it,
by trying to control it, by building so many expectations around it
or will it actually be a moment of relief?

What about all people I love
What about people who love me
Will I feel sad that I might never see them again
or will I then grasp the concept of oneness ?

Will the journey continue...
or will it just be THE end?
Will there be another chance ...another  BEGINNING?